Is there such thing as "UNLOVE": Step 2

(sorry for the delay, i have been really busy yesterday)

STEP 2:
Go crazy (magwala ka)


I think this is the time where you really lose yourself. 
No appetite, 
you cry your heart out, 
you stay up all night, 
pray and ask God what you did to deserve this 
and the whole dramatic hulabaloo. (with matching "walling" pa minsan :D)

I swear, when you have moved on already and you look back at the things that you did during this stage, promise, you will laugh at yourself. 

ANYWAYYYYY.

These are the common things you (we) do during this stage:
> Mornings when you wished you did not wake up na lang because you don't want to feel the pain anymore.

>You randomly text your ex's friends and ask them what to do, how your ex is doing, if the friend thinks that you and your ex still have a chance together etc etc (mas masasaktan ka lang)

>You watch ONE MORE CHANCE OVER AND OVER AGAIN and you wish you would have the same ending like the movie's 

>Youre always tempted to text or call your ex. There will be a time(or times) when you cant stop yourself from texting him/her the dreadful "i miss you"

> cry.sleep.cry.sleep repeat

My Advice:
JUST DO IT
I mean yeah, if you feel like crying, cry. no one's stopping you (kahit maglupasay ka pa dyan, go lang)
It hurts so bad, right? let it consume you, for a week? two weeks? one month? 
Just release all the stress, pain etc just release everything.
It's normal, youre human. you feel. you get hurt. and that's totally fine.
you will get tired of doing that naman eventually.

And when the moment comes that you feel better, its the time you start stalking your ex (mehehehe) 
I don't really recommend that you do this, but either way, you will eh. 
so why stop you?  On to the next step...

[x]DRAMA KING/QUEEN STAGE
[x]LOSE WEIGHT (sure pumayat ka niyan, o diba win-win! haha)STEP 3: STALK.

Is there a need to explain further? 
that's self explanatory na diba.

Down side of doing this is there will be relapses plus if you find out that your ex is dating someone new already. BOOM. OUCH. (tagos, punit, sabog. aray)

My defense: 
ITS TOTALLY OKAY TO STALK YOUR EX [sure ako sinostalk ka din nya]
(kasi a lot of people or your friends will tell you to delete and unfollow your ex to all of your social media accounts but for me, chill. dont do any of that. stalk lang ng stalk lol.) 
For me, the more you see that your ex is moving on and is totally fine without you, 
the more that you gain strength and get to encourage yourself to feel better, let go and move on. USE IT AS YOUR MOTIVATION (aka, NASA AKIN ANG HULING HALAKHAK. bwahahahahaha)
so, yeah, whatever. 

[x] stalking skills level-up to level 999999

Just dont get stuck in Step 2. ;)

STEP 4...
next post :D :D :D


PS: everything I say, they're based on my experience.
I'm not forcing you guys to follow these steps when youre trying to move on.
I'm just sharing :D