Dear Mama,

i know you love me and concern ka lang sa future ko, pero you dont have to sneak into my laptop whenever i leave it open and take a bath.
Ma, don't worry. I dont have a boyfriend. I type a lot because DUH, I blog, i post stuff in facebook and twitter, I chat with my friends and cousins, I actually have a social life. Let me have my social life Ma, because all I do is work, go home and sleep.
I sometimes study for quizzes too–at work.

Being a dentist is not easy. and you should know mama that I have given up a lot of pleasurable things to be where I am right now. and this isnt even where I actually want to be. I still have to achieve a lot of goals and you have to trust me that I won't mess up. I wont ruin something that i've worked hard for. you should know ma, of all people, that I won't be that stupid to be in trouble or whatever stuff youve been thinking. I am better than that. I want to be successful and I want to make you and papa proud, i know I already did but i just wont stop there. I could do more and make you even more proud.

Please understand ma that I'm just having a life outside of work, today, I went out to see some of my friends. Ma, please understand that when I go out it doesnt mean it has to be a date with a guy. I have friends ma, youve met them during my oath taking and you know some of them.

Please wag kang masyadong paranoid ma, you have to know that ive already considered being single for the rest of my life and take care of you and papa til your last breath.
And I am not in a hurry to be committed to someone because right now i'm only committed to work and myself (my fam and friends). I just have too much on my plate right now.


Please do not think that I lost my temper because i'm being defensive. I lost my temper kanina because i barely even go out na and have fun and see my friends tapos the only time that I did which is kanina napagisipan pa ako ng masama. nakakainis kasi stressed and pagod na ako sa work tapos minsan lang magsaya with friends iba pa inisip.


*life oh life.

and duh, opening un ng clinic ng friend ko. i have friends outside of the fam. let me see them. let me have fun with them Please. wag nyo ko sakalin, baka may rebelde ako ulit. :(