Friday, March 18, 2016

Another year + Quarter life crisis + Dear Mama and Papa

Nagising ako ng madaling araw this morning (redundant! haha!) tapos, I checked my phone to see kung ano na time kung late na ba ako ng gising or matutulog pa ako.

tapos 530am na, okay sakto lang di pa ko late. I checked my messages sa fb if nagreply na sakin bestfriend ko sa california. tapos, i was suprised to see na ive 4 msgs so chineck ko. may birthday greetings.

tsaka ko lang narealize na sheeeeet birthday ko nga pala.

OMG ive never been this stressed out or caught up in whatever that i'm currently doing (school or work) to forget about my birthday. Or maybe, signs of aging. matanda na ako and birthdays dont excite me anymore.

seryoso natawa ako nung naalala ko na birthday ko :D

Anyway, I am so thankful for all the blessings that I've received ever 2015 ended.
Seriously I couldn't ask for more.
basta, nung natutunan ko mag count ng blessings, hindi na ako masyadong nagrereklamo about stuff. hindi na masyadong bratty. i truly believe na yung pagsoul search/retreat ko sa hometown ni mama helped me grow as an individual. ang dami ko narealize about life.

That could be a yearly routine kaso lang mahirap maghanap ng time since i'm busy with work and soon i'd be juggling preceptorship and work so mahirap talaga.

I'm just thankful that I still have my parents to take care of me even if im an adult na.

Dear Mama and papa,
i know you guys wont be able to read this pero sobrang thankful ako na i still have you i know 2014 was a tough year for all of us pero im thankful na behave ka na papa and somehow napatawad mo mama si papa. It just proved na you guys are tough and no bitch can tear our family that easy. okay. stop na sa BS. ayun thanks kasi you still guys provide me with my needs na hindi nyo na dapat binibigay, you still bring mo to work whenever you can (too much no, pero thank you. im 25 na and you still make hatid of me thank you) thanks talaga mama and papa for believing and trusting me even if nagloko na ako ng sobra, thanks kasi naniwala pa din kayo na kaya ko.
I promise you guys, na if God wouldnt give me someone to share my life with for the rest of my life, i'd would take care of you guys til your last breath. if yun yung purpose ko its fine. kasi yun yung ginagawa nyo for us. You guys still prepare our breakfast and dinner and make hatid to us wherever we need or have to go. kahit na party pa yan, ihahatid nyo kami. thank you, you guys are the best. you guys may not tell us everyday that you love us(specially si papa) ramdam naman namin yun.


thankful din ako sa work ko and sa bosses, im thankful na i have very kind employers.
okay na din naman na I have spent my birthday at work. they made it special naman:)

basta I couldnt ask for more.



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