I knew it!

When I was still a student I would always tell myself na, I would never ever get an ortho preceptorship after passing the boards. I hate ortho. The undergrad ortho. as in, i don't like studying ortho. siguro kasi nagstart nung basic pa lang, hindi ko na talaga sya na gets. i won't blame my prof though. hmmmmm medjo siguro mga 10% na ayaw ko sa ortho is because of my prof sa ortho 1. hehehe sorry po :D

I just don't like it. hindi ko ma gets at ayokong aralin. hindi ako interesado eh. unlike sa pharma hehehe (it shows naman kahit sa scores ko sa theo phase hehe) sobrang interested ako pati sa patho and anatomy (which leads me back to...sana nagmed talaga ako--this is a diff story though ). anyway, so ayun nga, dont get me wrong, I like cosmetic/aesthetic dentistry. as in. I also like fixed partial dentures pero I dont like ortho talaga :(

*shet sobrang incoherent ko na naman, pasikot sikot ulit ako wait ulet*

so ayun nga, kung ano yung ayaw ko dun pa ako napunta hehehe.
yun pa yung una kong itetake na preceptorship.
To be honest, ayoko talaga eh.

but when I passed the boards I realized na its time to get out of my comfort zone.
its time to learn and experience something na I hate doing. plus ortho post grad, is soooo different dun sa inaral ko sa school. so hopefully, Id be able to love this branch of dentistry din.

I mean, hindi naman talaga ako passionate sa ngipin, im more interested in exploring the human body. yung mga pasikot sikot about the different systems pero siguro, i'm really destined to be here.
medicine will always be my life's "the one that got away" pero it doesnt mean na i wouldnt try my best to be successful and do well with the profession that I practice right now.

So ayun, wala lang. totoo nga ung sinabi ng sister ko na kung ano ung pinakaaway ko sa dentistry, dun ako mapupunta. pero this is just the beginning, id still practice on my own soon. well not so soon pero in time.

i have so much on my plate right now kaya stop muna ako sa future plans. siguro i'll just enjoy what I have right now. ayun.


PS, I love it pag natutuwa yung patients ko sa kadaldalan ko. kasi IRL hindi naman ako madaldal talaga lalo na pag first time natin magmeet. Idk, kung paano lumalabas kadaldalan ko pag may patient. hehehe. siguro, dala ng pangangailangan na magustuhan nila ako. lelz.