I just realized that there's a thin line...

between life and death..

Ang dali lang palang mamatay. 

I knowwwwww, I'm so redundant na, paulit ulit na. I know all of you are like "yeah, i get it, you almost died, so? the hell I care"
wala.
Okay, wala ka naman dapat paki eh. I'm just happy, I'm still alive. dodged a bullet.
I was so close to not being able to make it today.

Yung tipong pinabayaan ko or tinulog ko na lang what I was feeling last night, hindi na ko nagising hehe. And that would be a stupid thing to happen kasi I mean, I kind of have an Idea what was happening to me last night. Kahit hindi ako physician, napagaralan ko naman yun kaso lang
At first I was kind of in denial. Kasi In my entire existense, I never had an allergic reaction to any food I eat. kahit na sobrang lansa pa yan kahit na nung nagstay ako sa province ng mom ko, I was eating seafood every freaking day and I my body never had that kind of response.
Kaya kagabi, I was hesitant to drink an antihistamine. so nagisip pa ako, i observed myself for quite sometime kasi hindi ako nagrarashes eh.
I was just turning red. My whole body. it started sa face ko pababa ng lower extremities.

blah blah blah blah blah. fast forward, I was rushed to the hospital had shots and then boom, I felt better and alive. I cried thought, sakit kasi ng injection hinukay nya at first ung ugat ko na nakapasok ung needle. duddddeee. sobrang sakit. tapos naghanap na sya ng ibang vein, sa iba na lang sya na vein nagturok huhu. ouchieee to the next level. umiyak tlaga ako. hehe. arte no.

my parents were the ones who were worried af.
my dad was like, hindi mo pa nga naenjoy ung pinaghirapan mo tapos muntik ka na mamatay.
ang saya saya mo kelan lang tapos mamamatay ka.

papa and mama were all getting emo kasi nga parang kakapsa ko pa lang ng boards. im just getting started tapos mamamatay na ako. pero guys buhay pa ako.

atsaka napagalitan kasi dad ko. nagsabi ako na magtext sa tita ko(sister nya) na physician and ask her if may first aid or whatever. Pinagalitan sya haha, sabi ng tita ko "ano pa ginagawa nyo dyan itakbo nyo na sa ER. mamamatay yan" hehehe.

beastmode magdrive si papa and Im thankful may sobrang lapit na hospital samin kahit di maganda ung service okay lang, binuhay nila ako eh hehe.


my bugbog hands from IV injections.