Lonely?

1.
i am having mixed emotions right now.
Seriously, i could not be left idle. I think about unimportant stuff a lot when i'm alone (which is 99.9% of the time).

2.
AND I FEEL SO LONELY :( or NOT?
i've been used to being alone but idk whyyyy nowwwwww... i thought of it more. maybe because i'm not doing anything.
wah. plus i barely hangout with my friends or anyone.

3.
i feel like i miss having someone but i know na hindi naman talaga.
i can't.
career muna plus i dont have time to spare for love.
may right time for that, and now isnt the best time to be in a relationship or to be entertaining anyone (not that I do have anyone to entertain)

4.
anyway, i'll sleep these thoughts away. goodnight.