Oops.

Have I mentioned that I'm done with the pracs phase of my board exam already?
LOL if I havent, i'm sorry. its just that ive been going out a lot and this is not like a vlog na its bette if you see footage of stuff that I do while i'm out. anywaaaaaay.

anxiety strikes again.

I HATE NOT DOING ANYTHING. I GET CAUGHT UP IN MY THOUGHTS AND IT MAKES ME SAD AND UPSET. :(

yeah, maybe i need to spend more time with my friends.
friends. Do I have friends?
I dunno, even If i do have, all of them are busy.

plus, in my 25 years of existence all my bestfriends migrated to USA. yup as in literally all of them.

first, my first ever bestfriend when i was still in pre school. we were bestfriends until we were in grade 3 but then she left the country and during that time there are no social media or whatever so ive never heard anything from her ever since she left.

my 2nd bestfriend when I was in grade 5 to 6 migrated to US too i think first week of high school (1st year)

my 3rd bestfriend, high school til now, migrated to US when we were in 3rd year college(?)
it sucks no? we still chat and message each other every day though.

Am I cursed to not have a bestfriend beside me? huhuhu. :(
sad life.


ewan ko, i just dont find anyone na super nagfifit personality ko. Yung music, taste sa fashion and sa food. wala eh.

I'm fine without a boyfriend, just give me a bestfriend. pero sympre no one can replace jo christ naman.
what if i migrate na din? maybe I should.