Hey, hey, hey!:)))

haven't updated this blog in like foreeeeveeeer.

ive been really busy with work and my social life. yay! may social life na ako. haha

but then, sobrang napagod ako. haha.
oonga pala, pumapasok na ako ulit. ortho post grad training sooo. ayun aral aral na naman.

anyway, so i tried to balance my social life, studies and work. ayun. namatay ako.
not literally died, but sobrang na drain ko sarili ko.
because i wanted to give time sa social life ko and meet my old friends, nawalan naman ako ng time for myself. which is why. this week. idk. haha. plus sympre ang gastos. july has been a very busy month for me. ive a birthday party to attend pa sa 31st and im not sure anymore if i could still go because. work. studies. and myself.

sobrang busy ko wala na akong time maligo at mag toothbrush.
hahaha. pero sympre joke lang yon.
basta wala na akong time na magmuni muni at magisip isip eh ako pa naman ung klase ng tao na kelangan ng ganung klaseng intimate time for myself. na ako lang magisa.

siguro nga kung marunong ako magmaneho ng sasakyan magsasayang ako ng gasolina and i'll drive around kahit wala naman akong pupuntahan. haha. alam mo yon.

anyway, wala akong mailagay na magandang content pa dito siguro life updates lang.

and oh, i'm still single. di talaga kaya. i can't find someone na worth it na hatian pa ng time ko. siguro next time na lang next year o kaya next, next year. ewan. bahala na. not looking and not rushing.
kbye!

edi ikaw na!

as much as possible i don't like to post negativity in this blog. but my convo with this person who thinks he is so much better than everyone else met my wrath.

i mean seriously ang liit ng tingin nya sakin when i told this person na goal ko this year magka abs.
sabi nya "GOAL NA YUN?"

dude, have you  heard of short term goals and long term goals? if you haven't GOOGLE MO G*GO.

sobrang inis na kasi ako dun sa taong yun, feel nya galing nya. ayaw nga tumanggap ng criticism kahit mali sya eh.
psh.

fyi, i have bigger goals but i'd rather keep it to myself kesa ipagyabang tulad mo. feeling mataas eh kahit hindi.

FINALLY!

I have been busy lately. i havent blogged in a long time. lol.
well I kind pf have drafts pero i never finished writing them. lol

I have been busy going out with my seniors and co juniors last month tapos ngayon naman ive been busy working out after work.
i am in a balik alindog progra, rainy season edition lol. hahaha.
i know its way past summer na tas ngayon lang ako nagwoworkout.
eh kasi hindi din naman ako nakapagsummer this year.

what we did in cebu is kind of puro work related tas after that wala na.
ayun.
hahaha.
anyway, what else have i missed...
oooh! my bestfriend cousin gave birth na.
hmmm ano pa ba..
hmmm. ayun lang wala na. hahaha tomorrow if ihave any updates pa :D

nakakalungkot.

nalulungkot na naman ako.
paano, nagasgasan na naman yung pinagkakaingat ingatan kong "ego"
shet. haha.
de, seryoso.

paano pakiramdam ko nadamay ako sa "testing the waters" trip ng isang nilalang na kala ko mapagkakatiwalaan ko. sabi na eh, ang tanga tanga ko naman.

psh, anyway, i shouldn't be really wasting my time, thinking about this shit. paano, i'm too good for him naman. tsss. lol (ego boost sarili)

ewan ko, minsan pakiramdam ko naghahanap na ako ng bagong karomansa (yuck pangit ng term)/ ng lovelife.
pero kung titignan ko, masaya naman ako sa buhay ko.
kuntento naman ako sa ganito.

mabuti siguro idivert ko na lang ung atensyon ko sa mga mas importanteng bagay tulad ng pagiging mas magaling na dentista. magpayaman, magpaganda, magpasexy.
fuck love, i'm gonna be fucking successful.

lol. char lang. haha

ladies and gentlemen, classic example of a woman. iba! iba ang pagiba ng mood. kakaloka :))

room renovation.

so currently, im trying to save up extra for my room renovation.
i'm planning to have black and white walls and a part would be marbled. (yaaasss, hopefully wont fuck it up.) so i'd prolly spray paint some of my furniture na hindi white or black.
My major problem is my floor. it's effing pink tiles. what am i gonna do about it? i'd prolly spend so much if i am to change it plus i cannot DIY it. hmm still thinking of a solution. maybe google could help me. hehehe. la lang just ranting bye!

February Favorites!!!

I know......... extremely late post na but these are some of the products ive been rooting for since february! <3

Disclaimer: I may look like I am trying to get whiter skin based on some products but no, I am trying to eliminate stubborn dark spots hehe :)

this scrub helps lighten my dark spots and scars. pero matagal. like ive been using this for

more than a month na pero slow sya. BUT it does make my skin really soft  so good job pa din. 

I have loved dove ever since I was 18!! pero this is my fave of all the soaps.

kasi ive tried the normal one yung white beauty bar okay sya, then I tried yung shea butter. it was really

mabango pero sa lahat this is my fave prolly because it helps in removing dark spots and in my case 

this soap dries out my acne. It works for me eh.  

Deonat is super effective in whitening my underarms. I need not to use a peeling set for my underarms. ive never used any peeling or whitening stuff for my kili kili. a friend of my recommended deonat and read a few reviews online, and tadaaah! it really does work.

my skin loves thissssss. sorry I have an uneven skin tone (hence, the products) kaya i try my best to make them even and this one helps a lot. 

When I used all of them at the same time, they give me the best results naman. so thumbs up for all these products.

PS, it's my first time to make a product review eh, forgive me kung meedyo dry and bitin hehe. 

Clinician days Vs Legit Doc days

Honestly, I didnt imagine to be receiving this much respect ever since i became licensed. hehe

I mean before nung student pa ako, whenever we make tambay dun sa carenderia(sp?) pag free time or before nung nagrereview pa, we get weird looks whenever na overstaying na kami. i mean pag tipong two hours nang ubos food namin pero nakatambay pa din :))) HAHAHA broke days lol

but now since most of my friends and co workers still live around the area (mendiola) plus lately since ive free time na (or medyo sinisipag na ako to spend time with friends) napapadalas ako dun. and we still eat dun sa carenderia tapos now were being called "doc" na.
before pag bibili ako ng mountain dew self service ako kukuha ng bote ako magbubukas pati straw ako. ngayon sineserve na saken. whyyy ate im still the same old douche girl tambay nagkalicense lang.

wala lang. nakakatuwa lang. but to be honest i felt like nothing has changed naman.
oo licensed na ako, doc na ako. medyo formal formalan na dapat. pero im still the same girl.
i thought before when i was working so hard to get my license na everything would change na id become like this and that and all that crap pero no.
tumaas lang ung pressure pero im still the same.
what i need to change is my weight. LOL
just kidding :)))

anyway i need to watch crazy ex girlfriend na. BYE!

this substance.

this substance i'm not supposed to take.
kept me from saying the things i wanted to..to you.

this substance tried to kept me sane
but all I can really think of was what happened between me and you

this substance calms my soul
adds up a little bit of gravity
distracted me..
and it kept me away from you.

the things i'm supposed to say.
words i wanted to speak.
all of them locked up in my brain.
he gave me this substance,
and i lost another chance with you.

I am lost?

ewan ko ba fumufirst world problem ako.
eh kung problemahin ko na lang ung inet? lol
basta i don't feel like i am myself right now?
feeling ko di ako to eh.
may mali.
may kulang.
di ko alam kung ano. hay :(

CEBU dental mission and team building!!:)

grabbed photos :) :)
ESEC dental mission and team building! yay!:)

Salamat ng madami sa mga boss ko :) one for the books!:)