Romania!!!

i will be going on a trip to romania to visit my sister and nephews soooo i will be updating this blog with pictures of adventures in romania soon!!!


apparently, life made me really busy and i failed to update this journal of mine.
i wish to update this again with food reviews soon!!

cosmetic dentistry

I will be posting pictures of before and after of cosmetic restoration procedures i did in the clinic. Watch out!

Inlab na inlab

Omg, masyado akong in love. Ang scary 😭
Im still not used to this kasi ewan ko ba, pag nagmahal ako
Di naman pwedeng di ibigay yung best mo diba. Hindi with reservations
Siguro for the past few months, yup, with reservations. Pero ngayon wala eh bumigay.

Tapos i dont even have someone na masasabihan ko nito. Hay hirap bes

Kinain ng sistema

grabe tagal ko na naman di nakapagupdate ng blog.
anyway, kung nababasa nyo yung previous rants ko and blogs before, ayaw ko talaga magkaboyfriend. like super kuntento na ako sa pagiging single.
hahahaha.
pero ever since na nagmahal ulit ako (naks, nagmahal, nakalimutan ko na nga kung paano magmahal eh tbh ) eh parang in love na in love na naman ako masyado.

ayan eto na naman tayo eh, kinain ng sistema ng pagibig. dati ang bitter ko lang "walang forever
", "magbebreak din kayo", "lolokohin ka din nyan", "magsasawa din yan sayo" mga ganyan naiisip ko
pero ngayon, naniwala na naman ako na may taong magmamahal sakin (saten) na hindi tayo sasaktan (ayokong isipin na in the end magkakasakitan lang din, part kasi yun ng proseso ng pagibig <naks ako ba to??>)


sabi sayo eh masyado na akong inlab ngayon.
dati ayoko talaga, kasi ayoko masaktan. natatakot ako masaktan.
alam ko kasi na kapag nagmahal ka, kapg binuksan mo yung puso, isipan at damdamin mo sa isang tao, alam ko na, kasama na dun yung pagtanggap mo ng mga posibilidad ng sakit at heartaches.
dati hindi ako ready, hindi talaga ako ready, parang di ako magiging ready.
pero dadating pala yung tao na makakalimutan mo lahat ng sakit at mga nanakit sa damdamin mo.
na parang lahat ng pinagdaanan mong heartaches hindi nangyari. at yung mga taong nangiwan at nanakit sa damdamin mo, hindi nagexist.
I know ang cheesy and I know na kung masasaktan ulit ako sa bandang huli kakainin ko lahat ng sinabi ko.
pero ano ba magagawa ko, inlab ako ngayon eh.
at dahil in love nga ako kasama kong tinanggap ung mga sakit na kaakibat ng pagmamahal.  

I'm not me lately.

I am not this person.

I couldnt believe that it will only take 3 months for a person to completely change me.

I used to be in control of everything.
ngayon, halos lahat ng gagawin ko dumedepende dun sa isa.

it shouldnt be like this.
hay nakakastress.

:(

Do I miss being Single?

Yes, Maybe, I don't know.

As much as I would like to say na i am so happy with the relationship that I am in, i wouldnt deny the fact na i miss being single.

Yup, being in a relationship has its perks and all pero diba if youre like me na antagal naging single and sobrang sanay na being on my own, nakakamiss din talaga maging single.

There are stuff kasi na I would rather keep to myself tapos may mga times na gusto ko din mapagisa. like most of the time naman gusto ko lang magisa.

ayun. ano pa ba. basta ayun lang.

ang hirap kasi kapag nasa relationship ka lagi mo iisipin ung other party like kung may gagawin ka or lalabas ka or yung free time mo, you'd spend this way or that way, you consider the other party's feelings. wihich is a hassle, sometimes.

ewan ko ang clingy nya kasi and sometimes pag biglang hindi ewan ang inconsistent. blah


dont read my rants, i'm annoying.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I did not realize that my last blog entry was the first time i met up with my boyfriend (yup, we're together na).

See, Ive been caught up with so much stuff i srsly did not have the time to update this blog.

so yeah, it's 2017 na. a lot has definitely happened last year.
super thankful ako for everything.
konting stress lang pero medyo smooth year naman.
hopefully, it would also be the same this year.
help me God.
hopeful and wishful that everything would be fine this year :)

yey!

Moon Leaf, we meet again.

God, I am so glad na iba na ung staff sa moonleaf maginhawa :))

girl this is the fourth time (i think) na I went there with a guy for a mimil (milk tea, milk tea lang) sesh :))

oh no wait, technically third pala kasi yung first guy na i want there with was my ex so date yun and we were together so not counted. haha the other 2 and si kuya kanina mimil lang. haha hindi date eh.
getting to know sesh? hangout? chill?
whatever :))

dont laugh at me. I havent been out with anyone for almost 2 years na. so dont judge if im being skeptical and weird and all about what happened this afternoon.

like ko sya. not like as in like? I mean as a person, he's nice, kind and gentleman naman kahit papano.
pero kasi hindi sya ma-chat and/or text na person.
he's different.
he's not like any other guy na nakilala ko before.
papresko and stuff.
iba sya.

I'm cool namin if he's not interested and all. madami namang guys na nagkakagusto sakin (paki sampal nga ako at pakiuntog ung ulo ko sa pader ng matauhan ako sa pinagsasabi ko ) hahaha

I mean you know me. I've priorities.
Work, grad school, family ang dami kong responsibilities.
distracted lang ako ngayon.



PS,
see? kaya ayoko ng nadidistract ako eh. I get off my track. hindi ko natapos ung mga dapat kong tapusin today.
hindi ako nakapag workout.
:(
sad life. but life must go on.

Rest Day!!!

first half of my rest day is done.

washed clothes
cleaned and rearraned room.
had ideas for my upcoming room renovation (ugh gastos)

next half ill be working out
then ill head out to have my passport renewed.:)

tapos i might do errands na din and go tambay somewhere to study and chill.

i need alone time so baaaad :D

until then. bye


PS, i know none of you are interested in my itinerary today but whatever, this is my blog :P

R E S P E C T

Is it okay to call me by my first name?
...if you're my patient?

I'm not being sensitive, no.
in fact, kahit tawagin pa ako ng "te", "ate" at "miss" ng pasyente hindi naman ako nagrereact.
kasi hindi naman talaga lahat alam kung paano i address ang dentista.

kahit naman ako di ko alam na "doc" or "dra" dapat tawag sa kanila, narinig ko lang sa magulang ko at kuya/ate kaya ginaya ko lang.


pero parang ang rude kasi kung tatawagin mo lang ako ng

"niks, pakitanggal naman ung dumi dito sa part na to."
"niksi, magagawan mo ba ng paraan na wag ako magkatinga dito?"

okay lang naman, kaya lang di naman tayo close.
for me youre being disrespectful.
pasyente kita, i do my best para maayos ang ngipin mo. pero dude, respeto naman.

ewan baka sensitive lang ako.

kung ikaw ba doctor, magiinarte ka ba like me?


PS
hindi ako naginarte sa pasyente. di ko lang pinansin. tuloy lang ako sa treatment.
hay oh well. masasanay din ako.

sorry kung OA reaksyon.